Necessary Cold
We were there for so long
the night turned
back to steel blue
and it was morning.
When we finally collapsed
into tangled fingers,
the only attentions we made
were the idle circles of
our thumbs,
motions felt over
from dancing earlier
around the fire, careful
not to get too close.
We were steeling ourselves
for something
we both knew
and couldn’t say;
it was a necessary cold
that night
because we couldn’t help
the warmth we made,
the fire we danced around
when there were
other reasons to consider.
Not that reasons
ever changed much
by morning;
reasons only saved your touch
from turning cold
like steel.